have to forget what i wanna for fam:((

I wanna to join a programme call AFS high school exchange!!! but becoz i knew my parents couldn't afford it, i've to forget all opp this AFS stuff..:(( ip not, my parents would have to pay RM20,oooo!! eventhough they got us a scolarship to help, but it was onlieee for the straight A's and very super-active students..